My Amal Journey
A beautiful journey of Amal fellowship is going to end. It all started from a rapid fire conversation, I remember I was so nervous that how am I going to turn on the video, OMG my laptop’s camera is so bad, how am I going to talk to the unknown people, all these thoughts were in my mind and now when I am thinking about that time I am feeling like a Dumbo, now its not a big deal to turn on my camera and those people to whom I was feeling nervous to talk are now like a family, A family I can share anything with.
Whenever, I’ll look at the video option on Zoom, it’ll remind me of AMAL sessions. Still looking at this picture makes me feel like I am in a session. 😂
In the start, everything was like a burden, doing Project Works, attending sessions, everything was like some impossible thing, I still remember that in 1st PW when I had to make a MVTP video, I cried whole night, I felt like its impossible, I cant do it, people will judge me, how am I going to post. But I did post by putting a stone on my heart and my video won the video award.
After winning this award I felt so happy and I got shocked, when sir Hamza announced my name, first I didn’t really believe but then when he sent this picture, I got really emotional.
After winning this award I felt really motivated, I was thinking that I can’t continue this fellowship, but this award was like an extra push that made me continue this fellowship.
I still remember the First week, when I was a leader of a learning group and I knew nothing about leader’s duties, I got panic that how I’ll handle this all but I think that leadership for 2 weeks played a big role in continuing and finishing this fellowship, after being assigned as a leader, I felt a sense of responsibility, I read whole PW doc twice then I explained that to my group members, completed my projects and learnt how to deal with different people.
Before joining AMAL, I never thought of taking leadership and risks but Amal made me feel like an important and talented person, if I will say that joining AMAL was one of the best decision I’ve ever made then it won’t be wrong.
Through AMAL I found myself, my likes, my dislikes, my interests.
I whole heartedly thank my best Friend “Noor ul Huda” for introducing this fellowship to me and making me join this fellowship.
After that, A big reminder will be my elder sister because every Sunday whenever she used to come, I was busy in sessions so she was always like, “tum to Amal ki hi ho k reh gai ho”, I am sure she is going to remind me of Amal, at least for a month on every Sunday. 😂
It was a great and a beautiful journey with Amal, full of learning and fun with great beautiful people, we all became a family, I will never forget my Amal Family.
Thank You Amal! for introducing such great folks to me and for adding beautiful people and making these 3 months of my life, beautiful and unforgettable.💜
